Ｉgot to post this. Who knows, in future, I might not had the chance. Hmmm, it happened like this. After came back from work, I decided to go for a jog instead．
Actually was feeling dead tired and a headache didnt help much, but decided to go anyway．Hmmm, I'm stubborn in nauture．After jogging for a while, I felt that my chest couldnt take it so I decided to stop and walk instead. It was dark and there was a slight drizzle btw. As I was walking slowly back home, there was this van which was somehow just infront of mi and it was slowly reversing．I thought that the van driver should had seen mi but apparently he doesnt. I was listening to my mp3 player damn loud and I was a bit of shocked when I saw the van didnt stopped. Immediately, I quickened my foot-steps and move forward. I guess if I was a few seconds slower, I guess today is really my last day.
What a joke. Squashed under a van. I would'nt want to die just like tat. At least let mi go w/o pain.
This afternoon, I was chatting with a friend that someday, I had a feeling sooner or later I might met something bad. 1st was the turbulence that I faced on the plane back to SG. Next was this. I'm so much envious when someone actually remembers that person even after death. When will u get that privilege to be remembered forever. I wonder if anyone will really remember mi someday. And if he/she does, my only wish will be for u to offer mi a rose and place on the ground each year. I'm not being negative in thinking. Man must die one day....
Thats a simple wish if I really go.
9:25 PM