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James.

1226.

LOVES
**Family &
**Juris, MYMP &
**Music, Bowling &
**Seaside &
**Rain

HATES
**Work &
**Argue &
**People who use mi
**People who distrust mi

WISH
**Turn back the clock (I don't think it is possible anymore) &
**Retire Now in remote Carribean Island with Lovely Seaside and Music &
**My Bowling ball &
**Visit Tash, MS and Apple &
**Stop being so soft-hearted

sidekicks
Tash

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Monday, May 26, 2008

Recently I been immersed in this song.

Artist: Schiller

Song: Sleepy Storm Feat Jette Von Roth

Album: Tag Und Nacht 2005


On the way with bow and arrow try to find this thing to shoot be on the hunt with bow and arrow it's a very different trip dangerous but necessary yes i know
the ice is too thin to walk on yes i know
the path too narrow to walk on sleepy storm where is your beating heart today hey sleepy storm would i choose to walk or stay on my way with bow and arrow to be on the safe side until i lost sight of the land far into the night be on the hunt with bow and arrow with bow and arrow shall i find your hiding place yes i know
the ice is too thin i walk on yes i know
the path too narrow i walk on




11:45 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

It had been some time since I last walked on the rain. Not so nice cos my pants and shoes were almost wet. lol.

Such a good weather. Next time I will take leave to just stare at the rain blindly, thinking...

Should had take MC today cos 1 of my colleague was on MC. Shit. lol

I miss the rain. especially when it reminds ...


8:53 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Its pay day. Time to put my procrastination into actions. lol.

Bills to paid
  • H/P & Internet Bills - Average ($80), ($42), ($160)
($300)

  • Food - Average ($200)
  • Petrol - Average ($300)
  • Mum's Household Bills - Average ($700)
Deductions - $1500

Income after CPF deduction

xxx

To save 50% of my income this month and tat means LESS gambling. =.=


9:26 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Is it pure fate or pure coincidence. Or are our fate like Romeo and Juliet. lol.

Or is it really destined to be u........Wonders........Wonders..


11:39 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

After so many days of cooling down, I understand yr fears. Lol. Why u nvr revealed to mi. U scared.lol. So I am. hmm, actually really not. Yea, maybe. but I dont think I will. cos I know . somehow.

Never mind, give u some more time. give myself some more time too. I think

Maybe I was 2 stressed up and a bit pissed off also. Maybe I thinking 2 way over the top. Maybe I overreacted too. I know how u feel for mi. But frankly,somehow my emotions always get over my head. Maybe I over-sensitive. But 1 thing u nid to know is u matter a lot to mi.

Like yr laughter damn so much...No matter how/what u done to mi, somehow I still always ,,,,,

Another depressing news, Another lead engineer resigned this week. lol. I guess some part of his work will be passed to mi. Damn, what should I do....

Somehow my heart always seem to think of u, I really wonder why. Someone tell mi why......Its so weird....tat feeling...You are always far, but close to my heart. Haiz...




11:30 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

I hope u really meant wat u mean. Posted here wat u said " I promised I wont make u cry"




12:52 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

I practically guessed something rite. US oil will go up, probably US150/barrel.

LONDON - Oil hit new peaks for a third straight day on Thursday, climbing to above $135 a barrel, before losing steam in response to a stronger dollar.

Erm, u got to be prudent. There will be a storm soon at US.

By that time, all will be affected. Especially U.


12:11 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I should stop reading yr stuff. The signals u are giving mi are so confusing. I wonder should I hate or love u.

I know I cant hate u watever u do....I can hate myself though.





7:48 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Slogging, working hard for nothing...haiz...

Maybe I shldnt had said...


10:31 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

I so sick right now. Sian....


12:46 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Haiz. u probably wont understand and never will. I cant write wat I feel, I cant say wat I want. Haiz. I probably love u 2 much to say even.

I think I inherited my mum's traits. Haiz....I'm too soft-hearted.

In future, whatever u do, pls consider my position or me in your shoes...U probably don knw wat I had done for u, especially when my mum found out. lol. I probably screwed up by now.

What can I say more..... No one really considers my feelings. No one....

The clouds are so nice today.




12:26 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I doubt anyone understands mi. I suffering cos of u. Haiz.. I told u before.


4:35 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

  • Plucking out my wisdom tooth. left mi w/o wisdom. lol
  • Fixing my back. Sux,it full of spots.damn.


Erm, u wouldnt believe it. I actually thought of u. Don't disappoint me. lol. Hope u wont feel disappointed also once I there. lol. I nt tat special=looking


12:45 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

U such an idiot sometimes. =.=


6:13 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Sometimes have u wonder why there is 365 days in a yr and I only had 1.5days of rest per month. Lol.

No wonder I so tired everytime. lol.

U shd knw wat I wan to say .. xxxx x


12:51 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

A lot of thoughts but dunno where to start from. lol.

Its easier to had multiple thoughts on your mind buts it so hard or difficult to put in words or say it out sometimes.

Erm, Frankly speaking.I don had any requirements. Maybe 1 - 2. but really I stop having expectations since my last job. lol.

Just let things take its own course from now on..... Seeing so many injured/dead at the china earthquakes makes one wonder why life is short...

Wish I can win a casino back. lol. Maybe I can win someone's heart too or had I won it already. Hahaha. U know hor. xD

See U Mon or tmr....or See me Winning at the SIngapore Turf Club for the SIA Challenge Gold Cup Race.hahaha.

Hmm, wonder when we can start betting on piggys race.lol


1:39 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Sometimes I wonder why I never get enough of u. Lol. U so damn cute. =.=

No wonder u so irresistable in some ways. If u were a choc, I will had gobbled u up


10:07 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

It rained so heavy this morning. It was damn cooling and nice as I stood there staring blankly at the dark sky. As usual.

What a nice day today...and I damn tired today. Wonders why






9:20 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

As like all organisations, it does not depend on how much u do but rather how much yr boss like u. lol

It starts to rain today , this morning. My pants are wet. lol.

So nice. I wish I was in bed now.




8:59 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Had a good time at the movies today. The show was touching. lol. Maybe I too silly. lol

Sorry, I was supposed to be here but somehow its the last game of the EPL season. I couldnt miss it.lol. Wat a match.lol.

Erm, I may not be as perfect as wat u thought, u know. So don think of mi as tat perfect. lol. The way u described mi sometimes really really flattered mi. :D

Idiot. xD


1:51 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

For God so loved the world, that he give his forgotten son, that whoever believes in him, will not perished but will had everlasting life - John 5:32

? Is it correct


5:56 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

One day u will understand. Sometimes I wish to say much but impending yr explosive nature, I had to hold back.

When u say u love someone, sooner or later, u had to consider his/her feelings. I know u trying very hard, I can see that.

I will try to understand. Wonder whether u can understand mi?






5:35 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Sometimes I felt that u are so cute....watching stars at nite. I can imagine tat, u knw. No wonder I so engrossed with u........Cute


9:57 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Sometimes when u earn too much,u tend to overspend. thats mi. =.=

I'm a idiot. I promised myself this month I will save 50% of my salary. I will pay myself 1st. Increased my mum's allowance to 700 due to increasing costs of rice and oil.

I got to work harder to find more $. lol.



11:47 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

A lot of memories came back to me when I was driving back ytd due to some urgent work. So much, wanted to write down but couldnt do it last nite. Probably too stoned. lol

You know what, everything I do was for you. I will never hurt or bear to hurt you. Sometimes I think too much. But sometimes to think back, reality will bites back and that is when everything comes into picture. Pressure...and so on. I had stop thinking about what might happened and so on and so on. If not, I will had been crazy by now. lol

By that time, I really hope we can be together. If not, I nver regret knowing you. Really, it comes within my heart.

Sometimes to think back, we had really had so much in common as though we know each other since way back. Just hope everything will be ok.

I been saying to myself everyday. Once yr xxx is over, there are some trials i wan u to go through. Lol. Don be scared. I only wan u to experience what I had experienced before.

2nd part of yr year will be more challenging for u. Lol


11:20 PM


Music makes the people
come together.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Wondering wat the future brings? Wondering should I say ?

Wondering wat I want?

Will u be back to yr usual self again when things are back to normal?


11:48 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Are dreams worth pursuing?

Bluewaters 2 , condominium by the sea.

When will it be mine? Haiz. I nid lots of $


2:10 AM


Music makes the people
come together.

Friday, May 2, 2008

Sometimes do u look back and regret why u didnt follow yr instincts or say yes. lol. I know people must look ahead but sometimes we do unknowingly look back and regret why we missed the chance.

Wonder when will she call mi up ? Will I regret cos it is a lost opportunity or when the chance comes, will I regret I take it ? Life is so funny. The pasture always look greener on the other side. Once u step over, u might regret it or love it. That happens to life also.

Wish people had less expectations on me. lol. At least I can don had to think too much.lol. If only..


11:49 AM


Music makes the people
come together.




Music for Dec 2008

** 1. ATB - Collides with beauty**

** 2. Diana Krall - Have yourself a merry Xmas**
Collides with Beauty - ATB

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas - Diana Krall


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