Everything wrangles abt $, nowadays. I'm in deep shit. I can't foot my car loan bills, credit card. I dowan dangle the prospects of borrowing, but there is no one to help. haiz. Everytime I ask, i only get scolding. The current credit crunch does'nt seem to help. My dad only know how to ask, the miserly salary doesnt seem to able to satisfy the bills and I still owe mum household. lol. I still owe my sis.
Next mth bill is like rolling over. This month salary is just sufficient for repaying some.I like to take risks. but somehow I can't control myself. Its like a magnet, pulling me in . I get annoyed easily nowadays.
Fault lies in mi. I overspend, dangle in risks 2 much. It seems 1 yr ago, I was able to have no worries about all this. Now, savings are dwindled to the minimal. Really minimal. People expect mi to be self-sufficient, but in reality I know its not. Control yourself...
Wat is happening to mi? I changed.....
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